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Drabbles

These drabbles are completely different from the fics I wrote earlier. A few weeks ago I said I would never kill Tezuka or Fuji in a fic and now I did! >___< I was a little depressed, because I had so much work to do and I listened angsty songs and this is the result.

Title: Finally
Pairing: TezukaFuji
Rating: PG, I think
Song: Finally by Twarres
Warning: Character death!
Disclaimer: I do not own Prince of Tennis, nor do I own the song 'Finally'.

Finally

No one knows, because I always smile. They think I don’t mind being number two, always being second, always behind you. But I don’t like it at all. I’m competitive, I want to be number one, just like you.

And now I am.

When you were in Germany I was number one, but only for a few weeks. Everybody still considered you as number one. You were on the other side of the world, in Germany, and still you were number one in Japan.

You’re gone forever, but they still think you are the best.

I always stood next to you, I always watched you. Maybe I would learn, maybe I would find out how I could become better than you, how I could run faster, jump higher, smash harder than you. I wanted to know how I could beat you.

I know now.

Friendly rivalry. That’s how it started. I hadn’t intended for us to be friends, but we became friends anyway. Tezuka and his little friend. I didn’t mind it, because you and I were the only ones who knew the truth.

We were more than just friends, but now I’m alone.

You were the Buchou, you helped everyone. You helped me. You helped me to get better at tennis, but I still couldn’t win. I still couldn’t beat you, but I didn’t care anymore. I had something better.

I had you, but you left me, you will never return.

Now you are broken. You are broken and you will never be healed. You looked in my eyes when you told me goodbye. Goodbye forever. I could see the pain. I left, I cried, because you cannot be, you cannot be here with me.

Finally.

Finally I can run faster than you did. Finally I can jump higher than you did. Finally I can smash harder than you did.

All I have now are good memories now you’re dead.

Title: Angels Fall First
Pairing: TezukaFuji
Rating: Also PG
Song: 'Angels Fall First' by Nightwish
Warning: Character death!
Disclaimer: I do not own Prince of Tennis, nor do I own the song 'Angels Fall First'.

Angels Fall First

I once heard someone say that angels fall first. I’m not someone who laughs easily, but I felt like laughing when I heard that. Now I know it’s true.

My blue eyed angel.

Since the first time we met, you always looked at me with a smile on your angelic face. It’s hard to imagine you without your smile. Even when you lost a match. Even when you weren’t happy. You always smiled, a warm smile, because you knew it made me happy.

I still remember the day when we became friends, like it was yesterday. We never properly introduced ourselves, we didn’t need words. Since that day you stood next to me, always. No one ever really understood you, but I did. There were no words to say, we didn’t need them.

I wanted to live with you. I wanted you to be there when I come home. I wanted to be with you forever. Now I bury my dreams, they will never come true. All that’s left are memories.

Your picture smiles the same angelic smile, but it’s different, a cold smile. I’ve never really cried before, but you made me cry, you made me cry for the first time. You’re the only one who could make me smile and you’re the only one who could make me cry. Tears laid for you, tears of love, tears of fear. I’ll be lonely from now on.

I will never feel the warmth of your smile anymore. I will never hear your voice anymore, but I can still hear your voice in my head. I let the melody of your voice caress me.

You were needed elsewhere. You were needed to remind us of the shortness of our time. But I know you will be there. You’ll still light my path, you will guard me. Now I know that it’s true.

It’s true that angels fall first.

First time I wrote TezuFuji angst! >___< Please comment!

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;_; why is it that people write more angsty fics nowadays? *sobs*
i like 'angels fall first'. It's as if tezuka still posses some/all of fuji's precious photos he took when their together and tezuka couldn't let go. it's really sad ;_;
but still, fuji died! NOOOO~! *stabs tacuma*

(LOL! i was only joking. please don't get mad at me *pleading eyes*)

asdfghjk....angsty Tez/Fuji <3!

I really liked the one from Tezuka's POV

That's so sad, and on top of that, you've killed both Fuji and Tezuka.

T___T

oh... :'(
Angsty indeed... (And I am already in such a sad mood...)
You nearly made me cry at work (that is because I am feeling bad today...)
But I loved reading it... So sad. So angsty. Good written! But so... AU... ^_^

Huggles

I've told you in email that I like both and they're so sad D:
but lovely, yes x3
BUT YOU KILLED BOTH OF THEM! <--(as if I hadn't done that)
I've given you my (kinda) detailed review so please excuse my incoherent comment here ne XDD

and lol, so many angst lately... I want to write more angst too!!
(and here I am trying to write the sequel for Behind the Glass Window"... what if the sequel turns out angsty too?)
LOL... I'll shut up now... XD

Arghhhhhhhhh!!! The darkness club got contagious, and now 2 CLUBMATES DIED!!!!!!!!!!!! *Stabs self*

Tezuka... Fuji.... T-T

"My blue eyed angel." <<<<< T_____________T

Please stab me! please stab me!!! T___T <<(Lol, I sorta killed them too, once...)

woa both are so sad... T__T
I like the "Angels fall first"
"You were needed elsewhere. You were needed to remind us of the shortness of our time. But I know you will be there. You’ll still light my path, you will guard me. Now I know that it’s true.

It’s true that angels fall first."
this part struck me deeply... for no reason xD
really nice angst you have written ^^ *thumbs up*
I wish you had killed both of them in the same fic so they could be happy together in the afterlife =p

I always like angst, and I like both of them. The words you used in the drabbles were simple but the feelings were deep. I don't know why but I like this sentence very much: "You were needed to remind us of the shortness of our time".

I always think that when I'm reading some dead fic of this pair, I would prefer Fuji died over Tezuka. Please believe me when I said Fuji is my MOST favorite character in POT, really. And Fuji's really poor as he has a fan like me. XD

i like "angel fall first..
#i once heard someone say that angels fall first.I’m not someone who laughs easily, but I felt like laughing when I heard that. Now I know it’s true.# <--this line killed me..T.T

You really did well! The fics/ drabbles turned out really emotional. You can really feel the sadness of your characters.

Although I do find it extreemly ironic that you wrote a character-death!fic as you seem to hate reading them yourself. XD

haven't read ur fics as yet, i'm at an internet cafe so i'll just save them on my flashdrive and read when I go home.
I already know that they are going to be good because you wrote them and I havent read something from you that I haven't liked before.

You killed Tezuka and Fuji lol lol. I never thought that you would have written a death fic. Congrats.

yeah I know i'm very very bad liking their deaths.

... and to think I almost missed those two great fics because studies are eating my life!

The angst was just - forgive me if that sounds odd - tasty. And to take the weird metapher even further, I'd say red wine. Elegant, on the side of dry (especially the first one, with Fuji's 'now I can, but you're dead') but still rather rich in composition (Tezuka's reflections).

... say, might you be tempted to the Dark Side of Fiction and maybe, one day write more angst? I really, really enjoyed it ^^

That was... the angst...okay, I can't put it better than this: Pretend that I am someone who loves coffee. And your fic is the coffe that I just drank, and it's bitter, but that's why I loved it. And I DO love it a lot. It was heart-wrenching, but that's exactly why I loved it...

Ah, forgive my nature as an angst-fic lover..T-T

But I've never killed Tezuka or Fuji, I swear! Although I might do that somewhere near in the future.. *glances at my angst side of muse*

Thank you very much for sharing! I utterly loved this...

*wails*

why did you have to kill them?!
i like the way you wrote them, though, especially the one where its fuji-sama who died...BUT DID YOU REALLY HAVE TO KILL THEM?!

sorry... got carried away...

but then again... *WAILS*

i like it ^^ its really good xP

*teary-eyed*
that..was..beautiful..
T_T
sad but romantic..
i loved it!^^

I gaze up to the blue skies,
and all I could think of are your eyes
I miss my angel,
now that I trek alone this lonely path
without you by my side.

----

I kissed your lips,
but you couldn't feel,
My touch, my embrace
I still yearn for your closeness
but all I could do is watch over you.

Dry your tears my love,
for I will embrace you
with all my love
from where I am.

Somehow the poet in me was awakened by your drabbles...my heart felt the pain and sadness...well done Ann-chan!

Hope you like....j

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