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Title: Tears of an Angel
Writer: Tacuma
Pairing: TezukaFuji
Genre: AU,  angst
Word count: 1427
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Character death
Disclaimer: I do not own Prince of Tennis nor do I own the song 'Tears of an Angel', it's from RyanDan

A/N: For [livejournal.com profile] milkyxduckie , because she posted this song on her LJ, which made lots of plot bunnies appear in my head. But also for [livejournal.com profile] elysis , because it's her birthday tomorrow ^_^


Before you start reading, play the song. Read while listening to it, then you might get the feeling of the story




Tears of an Angel

Tezuka hated war. Still he worked at the one place where the smell of gunpowder never wavered: battlefield.

He worked as a doctor, in charge of the ten other doctors that tried to help the wounded soldiers. There were two tents. The biggest one was for the men that had small wounds or broken bones. They were treated, and sent back to their own tent, or they stayed for a few days before they returned. The other tent was smaller, and contained only a few beds. The soldiers who couldn't be treated anymore stayed there, waiting for death to come.

None of the doctors liked to work in the smaller tent. Some didn't even want to enter the place. Tezuka was the only one who went there every day to check on his patients, to see if there was anything he could do for them. He didn't see the fear in their eyes, nor did he hear the screams of pain anymore. He had seen too many deaths.

Cover my eyes

Cover my ears

As the head physician, Tezuka had to talk to the General every now and then, to inform him of the number of losses. It was just business talk, and they quickly got it over with, and continued with more happy conversations about home. By now, Tezuka and the General had become friends, enjoying the little time they could spend together thinking about better times. But reality always returned, and after half an hour talking, Tezuka had to go back to the wounded, and the dieing.

Tell me these words are a lie

Everyday was the same, with more blood, more broken bones, and cries in the night. More soldiers who left the world of the living and had to be buried in an unnamed grave. What was supposed to be special for the dead man - a goodbye with good memories of better times - ended up as being a routine for the doctors. Death repeated itself day by day.

Until one day the routine was broken. Tezuka was working in the smaller tent, treating one of his patients when someone entered, panting heavily, screaming for help.

Stop every clock

Tezuka heard about them before, but he had never seen them in real life. Suicide bombers of the enemy camp. They were sent into the battlefield, and they had to find the perfect place to kill as many of their enemies as possible. If possible someone with a high rank. The bomb would explode after fifteen or twenty minutes. If those soldiers didn't make any victims, their families would be murdered. There was no way to escape. They had to give their life for their country, and kill as many as possible. They would be remembered as heroes if they did well.

And now one of those men was standing in the smaller tent. His face was pale, his sleek hair light brown, and his eyes bright blue. His cheeks were stained from weeping. His eyes were red from crying.

Tears of an Angel

An angel of Death
 

Immediately the doctors in the tent began to panic. They ran around, grabbed the most important machines, and got out of the tent. Others tried to push the boy away, but he fought to get back. Everybody yelled, and shouted, except for Tezuka.

He stood still, and watched the boy. Forced to kill or his family would die. Those helpless blue eyes begged him for help.

'Silence!' shouted Tezuka. Everybody stood still, and watched him. Tezuka walked to the boy, and pulled up his shirt. The timer on the bomb said they had nine minutes left.

'Get everything out of here that is movable within five minutes!' ordered Tezuka. 'Get it to the other tent. Bring the patients that still have a minor chance of living to the other tent as well, and then stay away.'

'But…' protested one of the others.

'NOW!' shouted Tezuka.

I'm here, don't you fear

They all started running again, but more coordinated this time and Tezuka grabbed anything that could help him to get the explosives off the boy's body.

'Are you insane?!' asked Oishi, Tezuka's right hand.

'Don't you see?' asked Tezuka, not looking at the other doctor. 'He has to die or his family will die, and instead of running to the tents of the general he comes here, to the only place where people are already dying, and can't be helped anymore. He came here, crying for help, because he doesn't want to do this, Oishi!'

Tears of an Angel

For a moment Oishi looked into the bright blue eyes. Then he turned around, and started to give more detailed orders, guiding the others with whatever they were doing, leaving Tezuka to help the boy.
'What's your name?' asked Tezuka, trying to cut the thick leather and metal belt around the boy's waist.

'Fuji Syuusuke,' answered the boy.

'Thank you for coming here, Fuji.'

I won't let you slip away from me

The belt couldn't be cut, so Tezuka moved his attention to the wires that connected the explosives and the timer. He didn't know what to do to stop the bomb from exploding. Every move could be fatal for them all.
Tezuka sighed, and grabbed something that might be able to burn the belt. He let the flames lick the leather. The smell of burning leather and skin was horrible, and he could see tears welling up in the boy's eyes.

'I'm sorry,' said Tezuka. 'I'm sorry for hurting you.'

The honey-haired shook his head.

So hold on

Be strong

When the flames couldn't break the belt either, Tezuka angrily threw his equipment aside. He checked the timer. There were three minutes left. All the others had left the tent by now, and waited for him in the other one.

'I'm not giving up,' said Tezuka, more to himself than to the boy. He grabbed a knife he used for surgery. Somebody had forgotten to take it. Tezuka attacked the belt with the knife. He cut his own finger, but didn't pay any attention to it. He let the blood drip down his hand on the floor. He focused on only one thing: get rid of that bomb.

I won't let you fly

I won't say goodbye

'TEZUKA!' shouted Oishi. 'Come with me! NOW!'

'Two more minutes, Oishi. I come when there is one minute left,' answered Tezuka. He checked the time.

1.23

1.22

1.21

'One more minute!' said Oishi and he ran away, to the other tent, far from the bomb, safe from the explosion that they all knew would come soon.

Tezuka's hand were bleeding all over by now. He didn't care about the world anymore. All he wanted was to free this boy On his first day here on the battlefield, seven years ago, he had cried. It had been the only time. He also cried on this last one. Tears were filling his eyes, blinding his sight.

Tears of an Angel

Frustrated Tezuka dropped the knife. He heard his name being called somewhere far away. The boy put his hands on his. Tezuka looked up. There was a smile on the boy's face.

'What's your name?'

'Tezuka Kunimitsu.'

'Thank you, Tezuka,' he whispered.

It cant be true
That I'm losing you

Tezuka stood up, and wrapped his arms around the boy. They both bled, and wept. Tears, and blood were mixing together on the sandy floor.

'I'm sorry,' whispered Tezuka.

The boy shook his head, and smiled again.

'You're an angel.'

Arms were wrapped tighter. The boy buried his face in Tezuka's neck, and Tezuka buried his nose in the boy's hair. It smelled refreshing after smelling nothing else than war, and blood for the last years.

Little one, don't let go

From the other tent they could hear the explosion. Some were afraid to watch, others were standing outside, looking at the fire. The smell of death in their noses; the smoke burned their eyes.

The General come running from his tent. 'What happened?'

Oishi turned around. There were tears in his eyes, but also a hint of a smile on his face.

'Tezuka,' he said.

The General nodded. He swallowed, hiding his sadness, stopping his tears. He coughed, and stood up straight, regaining his composure.

' Contact his family, then come to me to give me a detailed report. I'll be in my tent. It's about time we start having peace negotiations.'

Cover my eyes
Cover my ears
Tell me these words are a lie

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18/4/10 10:32 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] thisawesomelove.livejournal.com
): This is so nicely written. The song and the fic totally fitted. Ahh it's so sad, both of them died together! Fuji is so loved by Tezuka..

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18/4/10 10:38 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Thank you ^_^ Sorry for killing them >_< But the song is so angsty, I couldn't do anything else

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18/4/10 12:41 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] mitsu-syusuke.livejournal.com
oh no they die!
but at least bith of them died together.. me is happy~ :)

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18/4/10 12:42 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
You don't hate me for killing them? ^_^" I'm glad. The song was so angsty and plot bunnies forced me to write this.

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18/4/10 12:47 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] mitsu-syusuke.livejournal.com
nah, they can be together happily in afterlife! *typical fangirl's thinking* :D

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18/4/10 12:49 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Lol, yay for positive fangirl thinking! XD

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18/4/10 14:10 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] sanjyuichi.livejournal.com
I know it's a death fic and I usually avoid these fics, but this is fantastic! The story is really beautiful, in the uh, realistic and tragic way. Urm. I'm not good at reviewing fics, but yes I really like this one. You make the deaths acceptable because they are moving. Really great! Really good song too! :)

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18/4/10 14:12 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
You normally don't read them? Thanks for reading mine then! I'm glad I could make death acceptable in this fic. Thank you very much for your compliments and your review.

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18/4/10 16:03 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] bluewings-lagoo.livejournal.com
ANGST BEFORE MY BEDTIME WHY OH WHY NOW I WILL GO TO SLEEP ALL EMO ;_;

It was really well-written; you're improving by leaps and bounds! I really look forward to reading your future fics ^^

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18/4/10 16:30 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Sorry!!! I made you all emo before you went to bed >_<

Arigatou *blushing* ^_^" It all really depends on my mood and my muse and I guess I was in a good mood for this. I was crying while writing it ^_^"

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18/4/10 17:31 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] waraningyo.livejournal.com
Did you know what you did to me? I had to hide behind my laptop so that my friend who is staying over wont see me cry! OMG! I can imagine Tezuka's and Fuji's head and body blown everywhere, its scary. The image of the bomb between them and ..............(those dots are some unsaid words that I'll keep to myself, or you wont be able to sleep tonight. It was so well written that I might hate you more than you think I would, but I'll love you more for making the love between Fuji and Tezuka as beautiful as this.

And this would be the longest comment I ever leave...for now, unless you're on a killing spree at any time soon....^___^"

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18/4/10 17:35 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
^_^" Gomen ne! At least I didn't describe the explosion! I was wondering if I should do that, but that was even too cruel for me. You can say what you want, I suck at sleeping anyway.
I told you, you would hate me. I couldn't help it! Plot bunnies forced me!

No, next is DT or more pron

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18/4/10 17:49 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] waraningyo.livejournal.com
Even if you dont describe the explosion, I could still imagine it in my head. I have good imagination, and that part is not pleasant. Tezuka and Fuji, please R.I.P :'( hope they'll get a proper burial, if they could collect all the pieces that left. OMG! please get that image off my mind. But this fic was good. you deserve more UFO nomination!

That is good! Write more TezuFuji kink for me!

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18/4/10 17:59 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
I never really imagined the explosion myself. I just thought: Omg, they're dead now.
Eh, you think so? Then please nominate me for the 2010 competition later ^_^

XD I hope it will be good!

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18/4/10 18:16 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] waraningyo.livejournal.com
I thought of "OMG, they're dead, and they exploded!".

LOL, I will, if I know how to nominate you. You have to teach me that as well >.< yoroshiku ne, sensei!

I hope so too! Looking forward to read it XD

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18/4/10 18:36 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
You did? Lol, no I was crying enough already, so I only thought: 'they're dead now'.

XD Not so difficult. Just go to the website of the UFO awards and go to nominate. They'll explain there.

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18/4/10 18:44 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] waraningyo.livejournal.com
I just dont want to imagine it anymore. Its too painful, but I'm glad they're together in the end XD

Yes, I will do that, but I'm turning in for tonight. see you next time! I'll tell you when I visit the UFO page!

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18/4/10 18:08 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] dark-kana.livejournal.com
oh... this is so sad and so perfect and so wonderfully written!!
The songs fits it so perfectly and you made me all teary eyed....

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18/4/10 18:35 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Sorry if I made you sad ^_^" But I'm glad you think it's well written! Thank you kana-chan!

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19/4/10 10:42 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] dark-kana.livejournal.com
Oh, don't worry at all for having made me sad. It was a beautiful fic and I love it so very much! It was worth my tears. ^^
thank you for writing and sharing this! *glomps*

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19/4/10 10:55 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
^_^ Glad you think it was worth your tears. I really wouldn't have guessed people liked it so much ^_^"
I miss you Kana-chan! I wish I could see you again

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18/4/10 20:22 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] sindraa.livejournal.com
I never thought you'd be able to kill Tezuka & Fuji... ^-^ Somehow I can still smile after reading this. Maybe because it a 'nice' end... at least they die togther and Tezuka doesn't give up on him.

Actually it's a sad story, right? (slaps hereself for smiling)

It's a good fic and the song fits completely!

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19/4/10 06:37 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
I am! XD;; But only once before I wrote about them dying this obvious. I imagened Tezuka had enough of this war and wanting it to end.

Lol, yes it is, but I'm glad you can still smile. I didn't make everybody sad ^_^"

Thank you!

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19/4/10 03:38 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] kat-himesama.livejournal.com
You had me crying, Ann_chan. And I haven't cried for I don't know for how long now.
Beautifully written for a very sad fic. I never read TeFu fics when I know that someone might die. But I know the song, and I couldn't stop myself reading this.
Once again, another great fic!!

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19/4/10 06:38 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
I'm sorry to make you cry *hugs*
That song is beautiful, ne? When I heard it I knew I had to write a fic about it and it turned out this way. I'll write something happier next time.

Thank you!

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19/4/10 21:52 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] eri-ootori.livejournal.com
so beautiful!....i am spechless....

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20/4/10 07:19 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Thank you so much ^_^

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20/4/10 00:25 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lovefujitez.livejournal.com
For some reason, I felt a sense of relief when they died together. They both were unhappy with their life's circumstance. Hopefully they would be happier together in their next life's journey.

Wonderful angst...another wonderful fic from Ann-chan!

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20/4/10 07:23 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Yes, I guess they will be more happy now. They both tried to save people's lives and had to give their own life for that. I'm sure they will be glad they did that

Thank you so much Junn-chan! *huggles*

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20/4/10 07:59 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lovefujitez.livejournal.com
The way you wrote their death was so dramatic in a way. Since you left the readers a beautiful image of the two holding each other and then they're gone with just a mention about the explosion and the use of sense descriptions.

I am way too descriptive to a fault...I should learn from you...

oooh, have an idea for your Detective Tezuka interested? Sort of came to mind after reading a yahoo news article. *smiles*

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20/4/10 08:03 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
First I wanted to describe it, but it was too cruel. I just couldn't do it ^_^" Didn't want to gross people out.

Thank you! You should try then ^_^

Yes, please tell me! I've started a new case already, but I might be able to use it for a next case! ^_^

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20/4/10 08:18 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] lovefujitez.livejournal.com
sent you email!

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22/4/10 15:19 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] paranoid-fridge.livejournal.com
O.O They're dead....

but somehow I think any other ending might have either felt like cheating or turned this into a multi-part story. And wartime multi-part stories are bound to turn dark, one way or another [usually at least] <.<

That said, while the story was incredibly sad, I much enjoyed reading it. ^^ Tezuka's actions struck me as special - but as it's Fuji concerned, well... Poor Fuji, though. *sob*

Thank you very much for sharing!

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22/4/10 17:19 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
They are >_<;;
I wanted to write another ending, with Tezuka surviving, or Fuji surviving, or even both, but it felt wrong, not real. So in the end I killed them both.

Thank you! Glad you could still enjoy it. Tezuka had seen so many deaths, he wanted to save this boy who wanted to save his family by killing half-dead people.

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23/4/10 03:57 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] isumi-ilde.livejournal.com
YOU KILLED THEM AGAIN!!! *cries*

Mou, but at least they died together. Nicely written and the end wraps up the whole tragic atmosphere in this fic. I love when Tezuka just embraced Fuji at the end before the bomb exploded--it pulls at the heartstrings, you know. T-T

Thank you for sharing, Ann-chan!

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23/4/10 06:29 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
I did >_<;;

Glad to hear you think it's beautiful. I hope I didn't make you cry ^_^"

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24/4/10 20:06 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] elysis.livejournal.com
Oh my god...this was so sad. That's why we should stop the wars. I believe most of the soldiers and those bombers want peace too, but they had no choice.

The idea was really refreshing. I've read quite a lot of war/battle related fics, but no one shares the similar idea with this one. Both Tezuka and Fuji were such a gentle-heart (as well as Oishi), and it was very in-character for them to do what they did in the fic. And they were both as intelligent as usual too.

Thou I have a feeling that it would be better if the word "pairing" in the fic description could change to just "characters". But it is just my own feeling :)

And finally, thank you so much Ann-chan! You're the first one to give me such a heart-breaking birthday present Lol

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25/4/10 09:45 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Yes, I think they would all want peace, but it's not to them to decide, even though they have to fight.

You think they were IC? Thanks. I didn't know if Tezuka was IC like this, he even cried.

They're not really a pair. It's just Tezuka an Fuji ^_^

Lol, I thought you wouldn't mind a heart-breaking b-day fic. Some other people really wouldn't like it ^_^"

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10/5/10 19:39 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] cottonroll.livejournal.com
Oh, this is a really great story..
Too bad they both die, but at least you didn't make Tezuka abandon Fuji, ne?

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11/5/10 06:29 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Thank you!
No, Tezuka would never abandom Fuji! Not even when they don't know each other

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11/5/10 16:26 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] cottonroll.livejournal.com
I guess. But I've read some fics where he does, and he seemed so cruel.. but now I love TezuFuji <333

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11/5/10 16:32 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Indeed, but I think those fics are out of character, because Tezuka would never abandon Fuji ~<3

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11/5/10 16:43 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] cottonroll.livejournal.com
Mhm, I think so too!
So, I'm guessing this is your favourite pairing out of the PoT fandom?

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11/5/10 18:09 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
TezukaFuji is my only pairing in PoT XD I do like some others, like SaekiFuji and Fujicest, but I hardly read them and never write for them ^_^" It's all TezuFuji for me!

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12/5/10 00:24 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] cottonroll.livejournal.com
OMG wow x]
Me likey Royal Pair and Adorable Pair. But TezukaFuji is the best, ne? Oh btw, I like your layout and userpics x]

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12/5/10 06:28 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
I like the usual pairings, like Golden, Emerald and Ah-Un Pair, but only as side pairings! TezuFuji is always the best <33
Thank you! ^__^ I got this lay-out for my birthday ^_^

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12/5/10 19:04 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] cottonroll.livejournal.com
Ooh, I see. Do you like Adorable and Dirty Pair? They are <33
That's nice!

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13/5/10 08:20 (UTC)
Posted by [identity profile] tacuma811.livejournal.com
Not really, sorry. I'm more into Seigaku

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