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[tacuma]

And when the last wall crumbled to pieces, she desperately tried to hold it together.
But it was in vain.

She fell on her knees and cried.

The castle was broken,
hope had been buried
her dreams were forgotten.
The world was empty.

The only one left was loneliness, the one she feared the most.

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[dark-kana.livejournal.com]

Wow ... *speechless*

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

Why? ^_^"

[dark-kana.livejournal.com]

because that was just plain beautiful ... ^^
Did you write it?

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

Thanks, yes I did

[lovefujitez.livejournal.com]

Ann-chan *hugs* I know how you feel. But never think you're alone. I maybe around in LJ due to school but I could never be busy for my friends, you could always email me or PM if you need to talk.

*smiles*

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

Thanks ^_^" I don't think there is anybody that can help me. I have to solve things on my own. But thank you so much. I love you

[lovefujitez.livejournal.com]

I love you too Ann-chan *_*

I hope you will be able to find your solutions...do your best and no matter what it is that's bothering you, just remember...I am here cheering for you!

*hugs*

j

P.S. I will be mailing my christmas stuff for you soon...gomen, I am still in boxes. As soon as I locate my package I will mail it! *sighs* late as always.

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*
Thank you so much for always being there, Junn-chan.
You made me smile again. You know it's alright to be late. How is living in your new house? Chaotic?

[lovefujitez.livejournal.com]

I think we're slowly getting settled in the old house. It's a century old...first time to ever consider living in an old house and I am freaked out at first, but it's a wonderful house in a nice neighborhood. I actually like it a lot.

Hopefully we'll be out of the boxes by the weekend, I have a reiki person come in next week to "harmonize" the place.

I am glad to know that you are smiling despite the challenges before you. Keep that charming smile on your face...it will help you along the way.

*hugs*

j

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

Wow, a century old house! Make a photo soon! I want to see it! Must be awesome!
A reiki person? Really? Well, I hope it will help you ^_^

It's what I've always done. All I can do is work hard and try to solve the problems or forget about them. I hope life will be better soon.

[lovefujitez.livejournal.com]

Oh the Reiki? *sniggers* Actually doing it because my friend offered. Why not? since a Feng-Shui consultant is not easy to find around here (away from NYC) I will send pix to you soon. ^_~


DON'T let it defeat you. You're strong. Just take your time to maul over things and you will eventually find your answers.

Life should be good despite the challenges in front of you. Miss you Ann-chan.

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

Lol, yeah, then you should do it ^_^ Thanks!

I'll try Junn-chan, but life really sucks a lot >_< Answeres won't come, unless some wonderful Java programmer will drop down from the sky.

I miss you too

[paranoid-fridge.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Thank you

[mimi91chan.livejournal.com]

Wow, you too having problems... I hope you'll be able to solve them. I'm there for you when you need me ^_^

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

Thank you ^_^

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

*hugs* what is it? I know I've always been late in replying your emails but I'm all ears if you want to just let it out and talk about it.

Anyway that was beautiful :)

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* Lots of things. School mostly, but also things with friends and stuff >_< I might tell you in an email later. I love you Ai-chan.

Thanks!

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Aww~ if you want to let it out, just email me. I'll reply as soon as I can, ne? Oh, and I'll reply to your email around tonight :)

I love you too, Ann-chan <3 *hugs*

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

Thanks. I'll send you an email then

[chibikaoruchan.livejournal.com]

... that somehow fits my mood entirely...

*Hugs* I'll always be there as a friend, even if I'm no longer in the fandom.

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

It's been my mood for months now.

Thank you

[bluewings-lagoo.livejournal.com]

That was very beautiful and heart-aching!

Late is late, gomen!*fails* Not sure if this was written to describe your situation, but genkidashite! You can chat me if you need someone to talk to since I am online on MSN most times ^^

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

Thanks ^_^"

It was indeed how I felt, yes. Thank you.
I don't have MSN ^_^"

[bluewings-lagoo.livejournal.com]

Aww, that's sad to hear. Msn's good for chatting ^^ Well, anything else's fine too, PM or email, haha

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

You have gmail, right? So do I, so we can chat there if we want ^_^

[bluewings-lagoo.livejournal.com]

Yups, great! Can chit chat there then ^^

[speadee.livejournal.com]

That was beautifully written. What happened? Sorry you feel alone and miserable, and if I was the cause of your problems. I hope things get better.

I do not like cold weather. The snow pictures are beautiful, but I understand the trouble the snow causes. Sorry I can't post snow pictures, because we don't get snow here, which is a good thing. As a spoiled Southern Californian, I can't stand even a few hours of rain.

Nice calendar! How did you make it, and where do you get the materials for it? For example, I don't know where to find the spiral to hold the pages together.

I don't make New Year's Resolutions either for the same reason.

Sorry someone or something made you cry in front of a teacher. You are not a failure, and I don't think there is anything about your behavior that would make me appalled or depressed.

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http://tacuma811.livejournal.com/32631.html?thread=702583

There is less public transportation in the west coast. First, we don't have many trains in Southern CA. The buses also don't come frequently. During busy times, they come every half hour. At other times, they are even less frequent. On weekends, some bus routes aren't even in service. I don't know why they are so unreliable with public transportation, especially in Southern CA.

I haven't had time to search for or create Sims characters.

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

I felt really bad at the time. Things weren't going well at school and with friends. Things are slowly getting better now.

You don't have snow? Lucky! I don't mind cold, but snow is no fun. Rain, don't really care about that, unless I get soaked. No fun either ^_^"

I only decided the lay-out. There are different shops that offer a program which you can use to make a calender, you send them the lay-out and they print it for you ^_^

Thank you. That really cheered me up ^_^

Oh, you hardly have public transport! That must be difficult. You really need a car then! I do everything by public transport!

[speadee.livejournal.com]

Sorry things weren't going well, and I wasn't around for you during your worst times. I'm glad things are better now. What happened with school and friends?

Rain and snow cause too much inconvenience and slow me down. That's why I can't stand either. I'm also not very tolerant to cold. One of the biggest reasons my parents decided to live in Southern CA is because there is no snow.

Unfortunately, there are also disadvantages, such as unreliable public transportation. A car is a necessity in Southern CA so I drive to almost all my destinations.

It's good that I was able to cheer you up, and you could find places to put together your calendar. I usually just use calendars I get for free. My parents have made donations to different charities, and in return or to ask for more donations, they send free calendars every year. Because of that, they have a big pile of free calendars every year, so I just choose one. I used to choose ones with flowers or scenery, but the last few years, I've been choosing ones with animals.

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

It's alright. I know you're really busy. So am I and that was part of the problem. The other part was that I didn't understand anything of what I was doing at school >_< And about friends, I rather not talk about that where everybody can read it ^_^"

CA must be a nice and warm place ^_^ Sounds much better than the cold or wet Netherlands. But I still love my country.

All I have is public transport and trains didn't go this morning. I was too late for my test at school >_< Luckily I was still allowed to go in and make it.

My parents get free calendars as well, but I never really like them. I also think those charities should spend their money on better things ^_^" And I write a lot on a calendar, so I need a big and nice one, because I have to look at it often XD

[elysis.livejournal.com]

Oh...this was sadly beautiful. I hope you do feel better now, lemme cheer you up a bit *hugs and kisses* (hope this could help...^^;)

P.S. This piece was really, really awesome. But I don't want to see anymore of this...cheers Ann-chan :D

[tacuma811.livejournal.com]

Thanks. That cheered me up in this gray, boring morning.

Guess I have a thing for writing poems then XD I can't help it. When I write original stuff it's always angsty. I wrote another one, but I never posted it