Rant, ignore if you want

[tacuma]

I really don't know how to feel right now. Just half an hour ago my brother and sister in law visited us to tell that my sister in law is pregnant! ^___^ I'm so happy! I'm going to be an aunt (again! XD). The 'baby' is only 8 weeks old. Many things can happen, but we all hope everything will be alright.

But 10 minutes later my aunt called. She went to the hospital with my grandmother. It wasn't good. My grandmother might have cancer again. She had it last year. When she was finally healed, she broke her hip, twice and was in hospital for months! She is back at her home now for a month or something and now the doctor told her it might be wrong again >_< Makes me really sad.

Really don't know how to feel, happy or sad. Mixed up feelings >.<

Comments

[a1y-puff.livejournal.com]

Aww, Ann-chan *hugs*
I hope your grandma will be all right :(

And I understand the mixed feelings. You're happy for one thing and sad for another. Just.. Treat the feelings differently an occassion-based i guess?

(I dun think i helped there. Rawr. I'm a detached person so i can classify my feelings and used them occassion-based? ... I dun think i made sense, but yea, sth like that XD)

[paranoid-fridge.livejournal.com]

*hugs* .... things sometimes do all have to happen at once, don't they?

Hope everything will work out fine for your grandmother - perhaps its not as bad as it seems and things will work out just fine ^^ I shall keep my fingers crossed But, waii~ I'm envious that you get to be an aunt (and what's that *again*? ^_~) That's really something to look forward to!

[mitsu-syusuke.livejournal.com]

i hope everything will turn out fine for your grandma.. *hugs tight*

ivy

[speadee.livejournal.com]

Sorry it takes me forever to get back to you, and I missed your hard times as well as fanfics. School continues to be busy, and during breaks I have to be at my parents' house with computer limitations. I've also had computer problems the past few months. I wish we all had more time.

Sorry about your aunt. I hope she doesn't have anything serious. Two of my grandparents died of cancer. My parents also had quite a few friends who died from it. However, I'm glad there will be a new addition to the family. I wouldn't know how to feel either since there are 2 things that are so opposite. I often have mood swings and mixed feelings.

Reply to
http://tacuma811.livejournal.com/22332.html?thread=389692#t389692
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http://tacuma811.livejournal.com/22332.html?thread=390460#t390460

At least you enjoy your sport. I don't get fat because I have trouble eating, so I can't eat a lot.

Sorry you had a bad coach. Compared to him, Captain Tezuka is much better. At least he doesn't put others down. As I mentioned, looks mean very little to me, so if a person or character were rude, mean, arrogant, sneaky, etc., I would hate them even if they were very handsome or beautiful. Laps are actually part of training too, so Captain Tezuka assigning laps isn't all bad. I'm glad you thought the reasons for it in my fics were good.

It's true that it is often hard to tell what is good or bad, or what is right or wrong. That often stresses me out. Unfortunately, I have high (and possibly wrong) morals, values, and standards, so what many people consider good or fine is bad to me.

After watching TeniMyu and going over some manga chapters again, I do find that Yagyyu is at least not as bad as Niou. I can't forget about the bad RL things when I watch anime or read fiction, especially when those things are in the story to keep reminding me. It's good to make things realistic, but since RL is not pleasant, I want fiction to be pleasant. That's why rude, arrogant, and mean characters should be punished in fiction. It's related to getting attached to the characters of long anime or stories, then feeling terrible when they separate. Knowing that it is fiction makes it even more upsetting since producers have the choice to make them stay together. I wouldn't like it if the PoT characters had to take tests to enter high school, then get separated.

I agree that we don't read or watch PoT just to see Echizen. There are so many characters to follow, and though Echizen is overly-worshipped in that DL 1st scene, you could watch it for the Tezuka/Fuji part. The audience is also screaming there, meaning that many people like it.

I didn't find Echizen cuter without his memories. Maybe I was too bothered and disturbed by the amnesia ruining things to see the cuteness. It was harder for me to see the cuteness in the manga. Then again, I'm more interested in the story than how characters look, and the amnesia thing did nothing to improve the story. If they wanted to put in the amnesia thing, they should have made better use of it, such as Echizen losing, getting disqualified, or remaining that way, and expand more on its effects on the whole team as well as others. Besides, it's kind of impossible to play against so many players, and still be able to face the toughest player of all. People would be too exhausted by the time of the real match. They really should have Captain Tezuka beat Sanada, then they wouldn't have to worry about Echizen's memories. Maybe they wanted to have Captain Yukimura play. If that was the case, they should have put him in Singles 3 against Captain Tezuka. I would have liked to see the match between the 2 captains.

I like the chibi episodes, too, because they're cute, and I like cute things.

I didn't really mind being unable to see friends outside of school. Even if I wanted to see them, my parents wouldn't have let me. To tell the truth, I never really had friends in high school since people were so cliquey.

Knowing how something works helps. Unfortunately, by the time I figure it out, things change.

Unfortunately, the sea level is rising. It's dangerous if the coast is below sea level.

[elysis.livejournal.com]

Please don't be sad Ann-chan, I'm sure your grandma will be alight, because all of us are praying. So don't worry ^^.

And I have to congrat your sister-in-law as well :). I hope she'll be alright too since pregnancy could be very difficult.

All in all, let's hope everything will be fine, and everyone will be happy ^^.